Not without a fight....

I am feeling surprisingly better today. In health, in heart and overall optimism. Without fail, Bryce arrived at my house, without Daryl today, and the demolition continues. I have now taken it upon myself to sleep during the day and write at night. This is quickly becoming a far greater idea than I once thought. The silence of the night can be quite chilling, but I think the spookiness of my home helps to calm my wandering mind. It forces me to focus on the story of Adam and Anastasia with an intensity they slightly scares me. 

Their relationship is growing. And I am about to introduce his addiction to her. I don't think she is going to take it without a fight. But on the other hand, she does have the tendancies to simply take what he says and does without a second thought. Cocaine addiction is going to be his vice. From all of the research I have done, I felt it suited his personality the best. In the novel so far, he has not showed any symptoms of the drug around her, but tonight is the night. He will introduce it in a very appealing way to her. Her reaction really is the key as to how the rest of the novel will unfold. Will she join in with him? Or will she ignore the issue? Or will she kick him out? Well I can say not the latter because then the story would end far too soon. These questions will have to take a little more thought.

As for my own love life, I wish it was as simple. I have found myself feeling incredibly lonely for the past few days. I'm sure it was due to my being sick and having no one to take care of me. Well almost no one. Sadie dropped by yesterday with homemade soup. It was fantastic. But men, oh men. I don't think it is so much that I am feeling like I need a man in my life, more like I want a man in my life. The film man offers possibilities. I did in fact call him today. We are going out again this weekend. I thought I may as well give it one last go. 

I wonder what Bryce does on the weekend. I think I will ask him tomorrow....