it has been a while...

i have been busy. i would like to say i have been productive, but that is simply not the case. i have decided to come up with a new idea for a novel. hence, i have been spending a great deal of time alone. thinking. thinking. and more thinking.
perhaps not enough dating....
the musician has been busy. he has his own career to attend to. which in all fairness i completely respect. he wouldn't be much of a musician if he stopped making music.
i will try another poem just for you. this one is inspired by what is in front of me right now. ....


alone, it sits
afraid by what is to come with the dawn
the career it has chosen is failing
communication is ceasing
it feels the sorrow of the soul
who possesses it.
so many possibilities
limitless opportunities
to unite, to destroy, to complete.

i call it 'ode to my blackberry whose messenger does not want to work properly'

i need to get out more. clearly...