I tried to disappear.....

Perhaps it was very simple minded of me to think that I could leave civilization and stay far away for an extended period of time. Perhaps it was simply hope. Whatever it was, it was not possible. I tried for several days to stay away from everything electronic. It didn't go as planned, clearly.

I wanted to get away from distractions, so I booked a weekend away. I wanted to be far, far away. And this I have accomplished. The plan was to have no phone, no computer, no anything for at least three days. I couldn't even do that. I am a weak, weak lady....

I would however like to take this time of weakness to express my newfound love of grapes. They are simple, they are lovely, and I have heard that when eaten frozen, they are delicious. Now I have personally never eaten a grape, but I have held them and desired them and smelled them. That's right, I like to smell grapes. I find it is an activity which may keep me amused for some time. Just imagine, a woman, a full grown woman, sitting around, smelling grapes. It's a little sad, a little funny, and a huge amount of confusion. 

The little cabin I am staying in is very cold and very small. It is your basic one room cabin. I fear that if I were to stay here, then I would without a doubt, go mad. With different circumstances, this cabin  could be romantic, idealistic or even pleasant. I simply cannot do it anymore. I think that I must leave. If I don't, I think that.....Oh wait. Knock at the door. Wonder who it could be. No one knows that I am up here......