if i am incapable of breakine up with someone that i am attracted to then in the relationships that matter the most to me, i will always be the dumpee. it doesn't matter what i do, there will always be a reason. from something as disloyal as cheating all the way down to giving someonthing away then taking it back. i am very proud to say though that my reasons for being a dumpee are very low on the 'will-matter-in-a-year' scale. good job to me.
although technically i have not been dumped.
there is yet to be a face to face discussion and to be perfectly honest, it is not something i am looking forward to. there is not enough kleenex in my house.
i am proud to say that so far i have handled this heart ache with nothing but class. no desperate drunk calls at 2am, no pleading texts begging to talk. only a cold sore from chain smoking. not too bad. i would have to say i have improved emmensly from the last one. i might even be starting to get a hang of this.
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