scott found me. scott followed me. i left town. i came back. scott was still here. tried to get in one night. police were called. he was arrested. restraining order. deported. the end.
i am incredible shook up from the entire thing, but knowing he is now out of the country has begun to calm my anxiously frayed nerves. i think the best way to get over the whole thing is to A) throw all my energy back to my novel.
B)install a security system. tomorrow.
C) call my father.
it really is only c that is leaving me a little nervous. he was against scott from the start and now has the sort of i-told-you-so attitude that created a bigger gap between us than i could have imagined. perhaps it is time i let him have his confirmation that he was right. i really think it would only do everyone good for him to be able to tell me that he was right and for me to actually agree wholeheartedly for once. it will make him feel better i am sure. and it will make me let go of any subconscious negative i still have towards him. he is my father afterall. and he does deserve all of my respect. and it is time i told him that. right now...
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